Jekyll2023-12-21T11:20:45+00:00http://www.danbeekim.org/feed.xmlDr. 단비 ‘Tauntaun’ Kim, PhDHi! Welcome to the TaunVIRS. It is constantly under revision ^.^Dr. 단비 'Tauntaun' Kim, PhDdanbee@danbeekim.orghttps://www.danbeekim.orgPoems for my best friend’s wedding2020-01-25T00:00:00+00:002020-01-25T00:00:00+00:00http://www.danbeekim.org/poetry/2020/01/25/poems-for-my-best-friends-wedding<h2 id="wont-you-celebrate-with-me">“Won’t you celebrate with me”</h2>
<p>By Lucille Clifton</p>
<p>won’t you celebrate with me<br />
what i have shaped into<br />
a kind of life? i had no model.<br />
born in babylon<br />
both nonwhite and woman<br />
what did i see to be except myself?<br />
i made it up<br />
here on this bridge between<br />
starshine and clay,<br />
my one hand holding tight<br />
my other hand; come celebrate<br />
with me that everyday<br />
something has tried to kill me<br />
and has failed.</p>
<h2 id="remember-woman">“Remember, woman”</h2>
<p>By Reese Leyva</p>
<p>Remember, Woman, you were born<br />
life giver, miracle creator, magic maker.<br />
You were born with the heart of a thousand mothers,<br />
open and fearless and sweet.<br />
You were born with the fire of Queens and conquerors,<br />
warrioress blood you bleed.<br />
You were born with the wisdom of sages and shamans,<br />
no wound can you not heal.<br />
You were born the teller of your own tale,<br />
before none should you kneel.<br />
You were born with an immeasurable soul<br />
reaching out past infinity.<br />
You were born to desire with passion, abandon,<br />
and to name your own destiny.<br />
Remember, Woman, remember<br />
you are more than you can see.<br />
Remember, Woman, remember<br />
you are loved endlessly.<br />
Remember, Woman, your power, and grace,<br />
the depth of your deep sea heart.<br />
Never forget you are Woman, divine,<br />
as you have been from the start.</p>Dr. 단비 'Tauntaun' Kim, PhDdanbee@danbeekim.orghttps://www.danbeekim.orgGetting to Know You: a primer for young minds2018-11-22T00:00:00+00:002018-11-22T00:00:00+00:00http://www.danbeekim.org/projects/2018/11/22/getting-to-know-you<h2 id="getting-to-know-you-a-primer-for-young-minds">Getting to Know You: a primer for young minds</h2>
<p>Look!<br />
Over there!<br />
Did you see that creature moving?<br />
Wait!<br />
It’s stopped – what could it be doing?<br />
Oh no!<br />
It’s disappeared!<br />
Where could it be hiding?<br />
Ah – an attack!<br />
Or maybe, does it want to play?<br />
I think, my dear,<br />
I know what we have here –<br />
It moves its body,<br />
it wiggles its parts,<br />
it makes deliberate noises,<br />
it stops but then restarts!<br />
I think, my dear,<br />
what we have here,<br />
is a mind!</p>
<p>It’s a MIND!!</p>Dr. 단비 'Tauntaun' Kim, PhDdanbee@danbeekim.orghttps://www.danbeekim.orgJoining the British Brain Bee Scientific Committee!2018-05-22T00:00:00+00:002018-05-22T00:00:00+00:00http://www.danbeekim.org/projects/2018/05/22/brain-bee-scientific-committee<p>I was recently asked to join the scientific committee for the British Brain Bee! This means I will be helping create the exams and other activities for next year’s Brain Bee competition in the UK.</p>
<p>To introduce myself on the <a href="https://brainbee-uk.com/?page_id=2385">British Brain Bee website</a>, I was asked to create a short personal history.</p>
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<p>To create this timeline, I used the free online graphic design tool website <a href="https://www.canva.com/">Canva</a>.</p>
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<p>I’m always surprised by how helpful it can be when I need to summarize my PhD life. By forcing myself to condense everything from the past 5 years into a short and sweet, easy to digest morsel, I actually also force myself to understand more clearly the fundamental structure of my thought processes, which at times seem totally chaotic and in a million directions at once. But when I make these little distillations, I’m soothed by a sense of purpose and “coming together”, which I don’t really get from most other traditional scientific outputs.</p>
<p>In a way, this is one of the greatest benefits of scientific outreach for the scientist. Answering the question, “How can I connect my research to the experiences and interests of every day folk?” is an exercise I cannot recommend highly enough, especially for neuroscientists.</p>Dr. 단비 'Tauntaun' Kim, PhDdanbee@danbeekim.orghttps://www.danbeekim.orgI was recently asked to join the scientific committee for the British Brain Bee!VIRS: Character sketch 012018-02-28T00:00:00+00:002018-02-28T00:00:00+00:00http://www.danbeekim.org/projects/2018/02/28/VIRS-character-sketch-01<h3 id="character-sketch---the-architect">CHARACTER SKETCH - THE ARCHITECT</h3>
<p>Good with grand ideas and inspiring large groups of people, though very self-deprecating and more introverted than she presents. Very generous with friends and colleagues and often cheerful, but goes through bouts of cynicism when too many take advantage of her generosity and good nature. Enjoys the quiet and wild beauty of rural living but is drawn to cities and the sensation of being part of a super-organism.</p>
<p>Mother is an herbalist who studies plants useful for space travel (exo-hydroponics). Father is a farmer specializing in permaculture. Grew up in a small rural community.</p>
<p>Name: Asoca, or “Soca”</p>
<h3 id="character-sketch---the-engineer">CHARACTER SKETCH - THE ENGINEER</h3>
<p>Meticulous worker who prefers working alone because not enough people meet her standards for competence, but loves to coordinate ambitious projects with a small group of trusted collaborators. Picky about everything: food, her friends, and how she spends her time. Pessimistic about human systems but convinced that the destructive tendencies in human nature are the result of generations of indoctrination by a corporate oligarchy. Believes in the ideal role of education to free humans from oppressive systems and to empower humans to live in a society of true equals.</p>
<p>Mother is a mathematician who worked on the ansible but retired to teach high school. Father is an artist activist who has been protesting the application of the ansible for secret government surveillance and military oppression. Grew up in the affluent part of a large urban area.</p>
<p>Name: Min, or “Minka” or “Mini”</p>
<p><a rel="license" href="http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by-nc-sa/4.0/"><img alt="Creative Commons Licence" style="border-width:0" src="https://i.creativecommons.org/l/by-nc-sa/4.0/88x31.png" /></a><br /><span xmlns:dct="http://purl.org/dc/terms/" property="dct:title">Vigilante Intergalactic Roustabout Scholars (VIRS)</span> by <a xmlns:cc="http://creativecommons.org/ns#" href="danbeekim.org" property="cc:attributionName" rel="cc:attributionURL">Danbee Kim</a> is licensed under a <a rel="license" href="http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by-nc-sa/4.0/">Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-ShareAlike 4.0 International License</a>.<br />Based on a work at <a xmlns:dct="http://purl.org/dc/terms/" href="http://www.danbeekim.org/projects/2018/02/28/VIRS-concept/" rel="dct:source">http://www.danbeekim.org/projects/2018/02/28/VIRS-concept/</a>.<br />Permissions beyond the scope of this license may be available at <a xmlns:cc="http://creativecommons.org/ns#" href="danbeekim.org" rel="cc:morePermissions">danbeekim.org</a>.</p>Dr. 단비 'Tauntaun' Kim, PhDdanbee@danbeekim.orghttps://www.danbeekim.orgCharacter sketches of the Architect and the EngineerVIRS: World building and concept summary2018-02-28T00:00:00+00:002018-02-28T00:00:00+00:00http://www.danbeekim.org/projects/2018/02/28/VIRS-concept<p><em>“They are the Benevolent Farmer and the First VIRS. They are the Architect and the Engineer.”</em></p>
<p>V.I.R.S., pronounced “verse”, stands for Vigilante Intergalactic Roustabout Scholar. Roaming bands of VIRSs travel in ships powered by heartsongs, about a generation and a half after the Passing of the Architect, who brought humanity through a Golden Space Age and extended the human empire across many galaxies. The Architect built many public libraries and universities in order to spread knowledge and learning throughout the empire, but when she Passed, these libraries and universities began to sequester knowledge and control information through propoganda. So the bands of VIRSs raid and pillage libraries and universities, then put on circus shows about what they’ve learned.</p>
<p>During the Galactic Empire, there was much prosperity thanks to the rapid technological advances that swelled the ranks of a well-educated and financially stable middle class. Many began to indulge in cybernetic body modifications, or “cy-mods”, especially medical mods and job specialization mods. However, after the Passing, the corporations that manufacture and repair mods gained enormous economic power, which they used as social and political leverage. The prevalence of users kept up the demand for mods and mod repairs and replacements, but corporate overlords, motivated by greed and not benevolence, prioritized profit margins instead of affordability and availability. “Mod-virgin” was once a derogatory term during the Empire, but after the Passing people began to use the term “Mod-free”, or just “Free”. As time passes, more and more humans, especially in the poorer or more remote parts of the Old Empire are born “Free”. Humans begin using the question “Are you Free?” to refer to one’s independence from institutional supply chains, both philosophical and practical.</p>
<p>The First VIRS was the Architect’s best friend. They grew up together, and as young adults they both attended the International Space Exploration (ISE) Corps, a pre-university level training institute for those interested in career class “Interplanetary Travel and Communications”. The ISE Corps provide support to any and all transport between planetside and orbit. While attending the ISE Corps, the two friends learned a great deal about the cutting edge of space exploration technology, and saw that humanity was poised on the brink of great societal changes due to the imminent development of faster-than-light transportation and communication. The two friends realized that political power structures and the distribution of wealth would undergo incredible upheaval, and that within their lifetimes humanity would either cooperate to spread to the stars or squander our chance through greed, mismanagement, and short-sightedness.</p>
<p>One friend felt that if humans were to become a space-faring species, competent leaders with a unified vision needed to coordinate across global resources for developing space travel and communication. Otherwise, opportunities could be wasted in the face of political conflict or incompetence. While studying at the ISE Corps, she meets an urban planner who oversees renovations and expansions to the growing Orbiter community. They bond over a shared passion for understanding and designing the infrastructure necessary for sustainable space exploration and long-term zero-gravity habitation. After graduating from the ISE Corps, this friend went on to study exo-architecture (designing and building space stations and colonies) at Space University and maintained close correspondence with her urban planner friend and mentor.</p>
<p>The other friend felt that if humans were to become a space-faring species, space travel needed to become easily accessible, and for that to happen, the knowledge, skills, and materials needed to go to space needed to be more widely available. Her passion for teaching and sharing knowledge pushed her to excel in her studies, earning her a strong recommendation for Space University. When she decides to continue vocational training with the ISE Corps, her focus and discipline earn her a position on the ISE Corps teaching staff after completing her university-level certification. She becomes close friends with one of the ISE lead engineers over their shared passion for sustainability practices and the open access movement. This senior engineer teaches her how to build space-worthy craft from recycled parts and space debris, and engages her in long discussions about the power of information for good and evil.</p>
<p>Throughout these years, the friends stay in touch, sharing their experiences and insights with each other. And they begin to see a slow but steady divergence in their values, even while converging on the shared goal of helping humanity become a space-faring civilization. The architect joins a government project to build a network of space farms that could serve as waypoints for space explorers. The engineer becomes a full-fledged professor at the ISE Corps, and begins to apply open access ideologies to the coursework and management of the ISE Corps.</p>
<p>While working for the government, the architect realizes that the corporate powers controlling cy-mod technology are manipulating politicians and exploiting workers, making it very difficult for space exploration to progress as fast as it could. Frustrated by the obviously profit-hungry machinations of the corporate oligarchy, the architect begins to organize political opposition to their power structure. The architect begins devoting more and more of her efforts into controlling the means of production for exo-architecture and farming infrastructures for space stations and colonies. She begins to win the passionate interest of young people coming from rural communities around the world, who are keen to apply their skills in an exciting new domain. With their support, the architect spearheads the construction of several space farms designed with innovative ideas on how to deal with space debris, shipping logistics, and gravity management. After just a few years, the efficiency and quality of these space farms have made them the largest producer of food for human society, and more and more people from Earth choose to enter training programs to work on these space farms.</p>
<p>While teaching at the ISE Corps, the engineer begins to realize that space-travel will scatter humans in an unprecedented way, and communication between planets would become an important source of culture, identity, history, and knowledge in the human empire. If this communication is controlled by a central power, there exists an immense potential for propaganda, manipulation, and exploitation. If this communication has many avenues, many sources, many couriers all working for diverse interests, then the power of any one organization or community could be tempered and checked by its neighbor organizations and communities. The engineer becomes even more concerned with empowering people to exist as free-thinking and freely organizing individuals in a space empire once she becomes a professor at the ISE Corps, and she becomes repeatedly frustrated with the expectations and skillsets of the highly educated and privileged youth who comprise the vast majority of the ISE Corps student body. She begins re-vamping the ISE Corps application process and training program, and steadily becomes more and more involved in educational reform and activism.</p>
<p><a rel="license" href="http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by-nc-sa/4.0/"><img alt="Creative Commons Licence" style="border-width:0" src="https://i.creativecommons.org/l/by-nc-sa/4.0/88x31.png" /></a><br /><span xmlns:dct="http://purl.org/dc/terms/" property="dct:title">Vigilante Intergalactic Roustabout Scholars (VIRS)</span> by <a xmlns:cc="http://creativecommons.org/ns#" href="danbeekim.org" property="cc:attributionName" rel="cc:attributionURL">Danbee Kim</a> is licensed under a <a rel="license" href="http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by-nc-sa/4.0/">Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-ShareAlike 4.0 International License</a>.<br />Based on a work at <a xmlns:dct="http://purl.org/dc/terms/" href="http://www.danbeekim.org/projects/2018/02/28/VIRS-concept/" rel="dct:source">http://www.danbeekim.org/projects/2018/02/28/VIRS-concept/</a>.<br />Permissions beyond the scope of this license may be available at <a xmlns:cc="http://creativecommons.org/ns#" href="danbeekim.org" rel="cc:morePermissions">danbeekim.org</a>.</p>Dr. 단비 'Tauntaun' Kim, PhDdanbee@danbeekim.orghttps://www.danbeekim.orgThey are the Benevolent Farmer and the First VIRS. They are the Architect and the Engineer.VIRS: principles and guidelines2018-02-28T00:00:00+00:002018-02-28T00:00:00+00:00http://www.danbeekim.org/projects/2018/02/28/VIRS-principles<h2 id="vigilante-intergalactic-roustabout-scholars--or-education-piracy">Vigilante Intergalactic Roustabout Scholars – or, education piracy</h2>
<h3 id="first-and-foremost-a-virs-is-a-teacher">First and foremost, a VIRS is a teacher.</h3>
<p>As teachers, VIRSs do not seek violence even while preparing themselves to face it without fear. A VIRS constantly seeks to share knowledge and experience with other VIRSs, or anyone else who demonstrates a desire for and commitment to learning.</p>
<h3 id="build-your-own-tools">Build your own tools.</h3>
<p>VIRSs explore the unknown and thus require the ability to build custom tools from finite ingredients, optimized for the needs of the moment. VIRSs cannot prepare everything they may possibly need before embarking on their adventures and projects, nor do VIRSs wish to constrain themselves to only asking questions or solving problems for which optimized tools already exist.</p>
<h3 id="trust-your-crew">Trust your crew.</h3>
<p>Exploring the unknown requires the strength and resilience that comes from living as part of a healthy, fun, and hardworking crew. Joining or leaving a VIRS crew is a process of mutual respect, vulnerability, and empathy.</p>
<h3 id="information-is-free-knowledge-is-built">Information is free, knowledge is built.</h3>
<p>Information – facts, figures, detailed descriptions, processes, and procedures – can be transferred without experience, and thus should be given freely to anyone who seeks it. Knowledge – the how, why, when, and with whom one should use information – depends on experience and thus must be built. VIRSs do not expect to transfer knowledge to a student without asking the student to go through the experience of using and living with the information involved. VIRSs also do not expect a student to understand the knowledge of a teacher without first having access to the same information as the teacher and potentially making many mistakes with that information. However, a VIRS is expected to clean up their messes, and to ask for help when they need it.</p>
<h3 id="be-against-method">Be “Against Method”.</h3>
<p>It is both unrealistic and detrimental to information discovery and knowledge building to believe that education piracy can and should be run according to fixed, universal rules. Learning happens in the interplay between minds, bodies, environments, and their shared history. Each teacher, student, and moment will have different needs, and a VIRS must be prepared to improvise along the way.</p>
<p><a rel="license" href="http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by-nc-sa/4.0/"><img alt="Creative Commons Licence" style="border-width:0" src="https://i.creativecommons.org/l/by-nc-sa/4.0/88x31.png" /></a><br /><span xmlns:dct="http://purl.org/dc/terms/" property="dct:title">Vigilante Intergalactic Roustabout Scholars (VIRS)</span> by <a xmlns:cc="http://creativecommons.org/ns#" href="danbeekim.org" property="cc:attributionName" rel="cc:attributionURL">Danbee Kim</a> is licensed under a <a rel="license" href="http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by-nc-sa/4.0/">Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-ShareAlike 4.0 International License</a>.<br />Based on a work at <a xmlns:dct="http://purl.org/dc/terms/" href="http://www.danbeekim.org/projects/2018/02/28/VIRS-concept/" rel="dct:source">http://www.danbeekim.org/projects/2018/02/28/VIRS-concept/</a>.<br />Permissions beyond the scope of this license may be available at <a xmlns:cc="http://creativecommons.org/ns#" href="danbeekim.org" rel="cc:morePermissions">danbeekim.org</a>.</p>Dr. 단비 'Tauntaun' Kim, PhDdanbee@danbeekim.orghttps://www.danbeekim.orgVigilante Intergalactic Roustabout Scholars -- or, education piracyDear Neuroscience :: From Visual Effects2017-06-21T00:00:00+00:002017-06-21T00:00:00+00:00http://www.danbeekim.org/dear%20neuroscience/2017/06/21/dear-neuro-from-visual-effects<p>“To get this started, let me outline the work we do in the visual effects industry.</p>
<p>Our work is about abstracting the complexity of the world around us (specifically, the photographed world around us) into algorithms that can be computed, to generate a Computer Generated Image. Hence “CGI”.</p>
<p>Our aim is to trick the human eye into believing our CGI is real.</p>
<p>Because the world around us is so complex, and computing power is limited, those algorithms do not, on their own, produce an image which is good enough to meet our aim.</p>
<p>If the algorithms get us 70% of the way to our aim, then the remaining 30% has to be met with human craft.</p>
<p>That 30% is achieved by humans comparing the CGI on their computer monitor in front of them, with either:</p>
<p>a photograph of a real thing <br />
an image in their mind’s eye, based on their life experiences and memories</p>
<p>For example, imagine we are making a CGI house. We use algorithms to define the shape of the house, the way light reflects from its roof tiles and bricks into the camera, the way ivy grows up its walls, the colour of the dirt on its windows. That gets us 70% to our aim.</p>
<p>Then, the artisan compares the CGI house with photographs of a real house. They notice the CGI roof tiles are too big, so they adjust the roof tile algorithm to make them smaller. They notice the ivy is growing more on the south-facing wall of the house, so they tweak the ivy algorithm to make more ivy on that wall.</p>
<p>Those kinds of decisions are based on visual observation skills, reasoning, leading to understanding. And then finding the right part of the algorithm to tweak.</p>
<p>In the end we get to 100%.</p>
<p>Another example. Imagine we are making a CGI dinosaur. Now there is no photograph. At best, maybe there are some photographs of some big lizards and some birds. This is where we start to see personal biases and distortions creep in to the mix. We start trying to relate to the viewer in the cinema - what’s going to make that viewer believe in our CGI dinosaur, what is the trigger for them? Can we make them believe our CGI dinosaur purely by piecing together photographic reference of lizards, birds, elephants? Will that be enough to get to 100%?</p>
<p>Sometimes it is, if the artisan is skilled enough in their visual observation of lizards and birds, and strong at reasoning, and understands how to use the algorithms effectively.</p>
<p>But sometimes that is not enough to reach the last 5%. We’ll need something else. Some special sauce. Some X factor. Often it will be something that we don’t predict or expect. We’ll try different things, trial and error, and one thing will just ‘click’ one day, and we’ll think “that’s it”.</p>
<p>I think that’s where there might be an overlap with your neuroscience work. Understanding what makes that special sauce.</p>
<p>My personal opinion is the special sauce is something that creates a personal connection between the CGI and the viewer. Something that touches a nerve.</p>
<p>Does that make any sense? :)”</p>
<p><em>Many thanks to Matthew Smith from <a href="http://www.dneg.com/reels/">Double Negative Visual Effects</a></em></p>
<p style="color:gray; font-size: 80%;">A bit more about Matthew: <br />
Outside of VFX, I have an interest in understanding the world around us, and how people interact with it. I don’t have any formal education in any science. But I do have some experience, both personal and indirect, of what happens to people when their understanding of the world, and their interaction with it, is flawed. <br />
My hero is Leonardo da Vinci. I have some interest in Buddhism. <br />
My ultimate aim is to build some solid framework that can help people understand more accurately the world around them. I intend to get there by using the principles of observation of the natural world, reasoning, and testing, that Leonardo used.</p>
<p>To learn more about the Dear Neuroscience Event Series, please visit <a href="http://www.everymind.online/DearNeuroscience/">www.everymind.online/DearNeuroscience</a>.</p>Dr. 단비 'Tauntaun' Kim, PhDdanbee@danbeekim.orghttps://www.danbeekim.org'My personal opinion is the special sauce is something that creates a personal connection between the CGI and the viewer. Something that touches a nerve.' --Matthew SmithMy First London Summer2017-06-07T00:00:00+00:002017-06-07T00:00:00+00:00http://www.danbeekim.org/photo%20diary/2017/06/07/first-london-summer<p>The English are champion whingers, especially about the weather. Now that I’ve lived here a bit, I think I get why – the weather changes so much in a single day that it’s quite worth the discussion. Even in summer, sunny and warm days are rare…</p>
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</figure>Dr. 단비 'Tauntaun' Kim, PhDdanbee@danbeekim.orghttps://www.danbeekim.orgThe weather here is not what I expected.Do it in the real world2016-05-26T00:00:00+00:002016-05-26T00:00:00+00:00http://www.danbeekim.org/song%20snippets/2016/05/26/do-it-in-the-real-world<p>let’s connect it back to places real, the feel of dancin a beat we weave into a future ideal. remember how our hands create, our feet can take us places, and our minds are just a tool to believe in us (in us, in us, in us, in us) - our minds are just a tool to believe in us.</p>
<p>you’re right, we shouldn’t hate, but when you say you want escape then we lose all the strength you could give to us, oh.</p>
<p>when our minds began to shape, faced an unknown landscape full of fatal fruits, but we move cuz that’s what living things do, so we lived, and we lived, but now can we just live?</p>Dr. 단비 'Tauntaun' Kim, PhDdanbee@danbeekim.orghttps://www.danbeekim.orglet's connect it back to places realLittle Birds2015-09-29T00:00:00+00:002015-09-29T00:00:00+00:00http://www.danbeekim.org/song%20snippets/2015/09/29/little-birds<p>A little flock of birds<br />
lives in a walking structure.</p>
<p>A little luck, sir, to bless this tree house<br />
doused in the joy and pain<br />
of living in a cage so full of good intentions,<br />
but, whatever counts to bounce this house back<br />
on its feet when it falls<br />
down.</p>
<p>Little bird that lives in a nest of ribs –<br />
do you know where to go when you want<br />
to be home?</p>
<p>Don’t be alone.</p>
<p>Little bird that lives in a nest of hips –<br />
why don’t your lips sip a bit from the trickling river<br />
of rain?</p>
<p>Little bird that runs in the bottom of the house –<br />
when you press on the ground,<br />
can you hear the faraway sound<br />
of other treehouses?</p>
<p>Can you tell them where our is?</p>Dr. 단비 'Tauntaun' Kim, PhDdanbee@danbeekim.orghttps://www.danbeekim.orgA little flock of birds live in a walking structure